for the love of peils

what can i say? i am a total slacker. i've taken lots of pictures, but i haven't downloaded them off my camera yet. i've gathered up everything to file my taxes, yet i haven't really gone through every little receipt no matter how many times matt has gotten on my case about it. lately i'm feeling as if nothing i do is really making much of a dent. i have money coming to me in a few different places, but i am not actively collecting it. what's my problem? don't really know. maybe it the winter blues or maybe its from the stupid damn deer that changed how i feel about everything. yeah.. pitty party starts now. so while everything is in a state of being half assed lately.. i know that spring is here and the sun is coming out to play. i'm hoping that i will have the energy to just finish one project to cross off my neverending list. yesterday i bought some new gardening gloves so that i just might get my butt out there and plant some flowers this year. that makes me happy. i love flowers. matt brought me home flowers last week and it really made my day. sorry that started to get really random.

things are looking up.. i am really looking forward to tom and rae's new arrival coming soon.. new life is so encouraging. and the chance to celebrate it with friends that we love is so freaking great.

so excuse my whiney ass for now and i will get back into the swing of things soon. and no.. akyra isn't crawling yet. i think she's going to go straight to walking! more to come..